Valintine's Day

                    So valintine's day is coming up, and when I think about it all I can think about is ugh and blah. I don't have a very romantic husband and this day out of the year just makes me realize that even more. I never had a boyfriend for this day of the year either and it is depressing to be a single girl and whatch all the other girls in school get roses and chocolates on this day from their boyfriends. At least I was not the girl who's boyfriend dumped her out of the blue on that day using a note and not even doing it face to face, yeah that happened to a friend of mine.
                    Now I put up valintine decorations for the kids and we do valintine crafts and I make heart shaped food for everybody that day just to make their day even more special because they make me feel special everyday but it would be nice to have some romance that day. But maybe one of these days my hubby will get the message but until then I will just have to keep leaving hints around the house...lol
                  

the big news...

                    Well I was suppose to let everybody know about the big news but then life got in the way and I got busy so it took a while to get here, anyway I am here now  and the news was I have diabetes. It may not be a big deal to anybody else but for someone who thought she was healthy it was pretty big news...so since my doctor told me I have been trying my best to live with this...eating healthy and exercise making sure to check my sugars on a reagular baises and there is actually alot more to having diabetes then i thought.                     Anyway since I found out that I have diabetes I have lost 13 pounds and my sugars seem under control but I have many more doctor appointments to figure out if what I am doing is right. I am highly disappointed that at such a young age this has happened to me but there were many facters that lead me up to this point and if I would have knowen how to deal with my facters better maybe I would not have ended up at this point but there are also some factors that were beyond my control so there's no point in woundering if there was something that I could have done.
                    So for now I am going to keep doing what I am doing and gettin my self  to where I need to be health wise :)